Kerry Katona held back her tears while she expressed her fear for death and the possibility of leaving behind her children.
After her husband George Kay, who died at 39 years old, she admitted that she is worried about dying.
After three years of marriage, the former rugby player passed away in 2019. He died from an accidental overdose.
Kerry shares daughter Dylan Jorge, born 2014, with Kay. She also has children by her second marriage, Mark Croft.
Kerry spoke out about her fear during Tuesday’s E4 episode, which featured Megan Barton Hanson, Martin Roberts (from Homes Under The Hammers) and other stars.
She tearfully admitted: ‘I’m angry my husband died. I’m angry he died and just left his daughter – really angry about that.’
The Atomic Kitten singer continued: ‘There’s a lot of s**t I’ve been through, I think, since my husband died, he was only 39, I’ve got this massive fear of death.
‘I keep thinking I’m going to die, and I get dead scared, and I keep thinking I can’t leave my kids.
‘They’re my everything.’
After Kay’s death, Kerry bravely opened up about their relationship, alleging her third husband threatened to rape her and saying she felt a huge sense of ‘shame’ at being a victim of domestic abuse during their relationship.
She’s recently revealed that her fiancé Ryan Mahoney will be adopting Dylan, nicknamed DJ, who doesn’t remember her biological father anymore.
She explained: ‘For now, we are going through the adoption papers for Ryan to adopt DJ as I found out she wanted to call him Dad.
‘She doesn’t remember her biological father, George, so I think if it’s something she wants to do, then that’s completely up to her.’
On Wednesday, 9pm E4 will continue to air The Big Celebrity Detox.
Source My Celebrity Life.